Well it's been a while. Right now my life is crazy. I'm taking alot of things in right now and have way mixed emotions about some things. I have a crazy week ahead with a test Wednsday and paper due Thursday but then I'm going to Baltimore Friday after classes and I'm excited for that. God is good and the only thing I want is to get closer to Him and just live for Him and live in Him and Him in me. I just want to get to heaven and bring as many people there as possible no matter how hard it is I want to bring people to heaven. no matter how hard it is to love everyone I need to do that especially those who I am not necessarily friends with, and the friends that are not easy to love all the time. I have to be there for them through good times and bad even when they don't want to hang out or be around me I need to be there through prayer. I don't know, all I know is that God is good and he's got me and can't wait to see what He's got for me. that's all.

Camp Time again. I'm excited and of course a little nervous. but I think I'm ready to get back to camp for sure. lots of cool people working there this year but some cool people not working. oh well. It should be a great summer. see you all later.